Keith Wong Yiheng
CHRISTIAN
4th September 1992
Ex-Hong Wen School
Ex-Geylang Methodist School (Secondary)
Nanyang Poly [Sports & Wellness Management]
BASKETBALL
LA Lakers Fan

GOD =)
BASKETBALL
ALL MY FRIENDS!


Grow closer to God
Make it into NYP basketball Team
Movements everywhere so that everyone knows someone who truly follows Jesus.
Form a team and slowly train to div1 standard
Leather Molten Basketball
Kobe Zoom shoes
Nike Tee Shirt
Plaid outer collared tee =p
Vest
Team to share the dream =)
taggie here.

Love is a minefield. You take a step and get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again and stupidly take another step. I guess that's human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow up than be single.

We have no say over the hand dealt us in life, but we do have a lot of control over how this hand is played. We are responsible for bringing out the meaning of our own lives in each moment that we live. Remember each moment happens only once and can never be retrieved again.

A man can fail many times, but he isn't a failure until he begins to blame somebody else.

He who asks is a fool for five minutes, but he who does not ask remains a fool forever.

I have never met a man so ignorant that I couldn't learn something from him.

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.

All this will not be finished in the first 100 days. Nor will it be finished in the first 1,000 days, nor in the life of this Administration, nor even perhaps in our lifetime on this planet. But let us begin.

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.
It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.

Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away.

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be.

Daryl
Wendy
Daniel
Raquel
Si Hui
Zheng hou
Yi Kun
Wei Xuan
Yip Han
Zoe
Wee Keng
Heng Lee
Hui Ying
Kai Jing
Cherry
Germin
Joel
Ivan
Ryan
Jonathan
Penny
Jeslin
KeithGoh
Saranjeet
Gek Chuan
Aaron
Eileen/XiiaoHoon
Alton
Joseph
Corrine
Grace Tan
Long Huai
Edwin
Angela
Abdillah
Cecelia
Joannie


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I've been thinking alot. Actually, none at all. I lied. Actually, I'm just very confused right now.

One fine day in the past, I decided to myself that I'm not going to care about anything that I can't control, have no hand in it, or if there really is nothing I can do to change it. Knowing me, I really explore all options before giving up. So whenever I had decided to just move on about a certain matter, I tell myself that there really is nothing I can do about it, so why bother right? Move along, just like I know I should, and enjoy what this life has given me instead of worrying futilely over what I can't get. Sounds like a sound way of getting through life right? Right. Until today, which presented a small flaw in my principle.

It's about the appealing thing. I THOUGHT there really was nothing I could do about it. I thought that since I cannot at least try to appeal for my first choice, I should just give up on it altogether and focus on what was given me, and enjoy it to the fullest. Again, one might say this is an admirable outlook to life. Except NOW, there really is something I can do about it. I heard from Zheng Hou that he went to TP and applied for a course that required less points than he got, and he at least managed to appeal for it. Only that his results come out in march. Upon hearing this, my whole head just went... blank. And not the good kind where you're jsut aimlessly dreaming, nurturing whatever thought comes to you or doing things on a whim. The bad kind where.. your head just fills with bad stuff. Panic. Anger. Depression. Grief. I panicked, mostly. There really was something I can do about it! The thing is now, do I really want to do anything about it?

Now you see my dilemma. First, I got all psyched up expecting myself to go to SP and take creative writing. Then, I got into NYP, fscking up all my psyche. Then, I troubled myself into whether should I appeal or not, and decided to myself to appeal, to at least try. Then imagine my downfall when I found out when I couldn't even try. Now imagine me rising from the ashes, ready to pick myself up and move on and look forward to what I was given. Now, imagine the ashes forming back into what I lost in myself, giving me a chance to chase what I lost and can get again. I already got what I need. But do I dare chase after what I want?

Well, I'm not really sure. I'm lazy. I do not want to go down all the way to SP to ask again whether I can do something similar to what Zheng Hou did. But then again, this opportunity totally ruptured my principle into bits. I now had a hand in something that I previously thought I didnt. It may sound confusing, and it is. Now, I just don't know what to do. Not in the emo kind of way, but just, clueless. I have no idea what to do, even with all the logical reasoning I can muster up. This kinda happens when you have your principle/theory/outlook on life totally just imploded on itself.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:21 PM