B B A L L B O Y .

Saturday, September 29, 2007

i'MA HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT MY OATH/COMMITMENT. ARGH. EXAMS SO NEAR!

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:33 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

=( i lost my shooting touch ='(.... HELP ME FIND IT!

Lots of things happening now. Feel very conflicted. Xtremely. And its getting closer to the majors too.....

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
7:26 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Created a new friend test =D. I'b equally glad if no one takes it=p. Eh.

My hands are itchy. They hunger. They hunger for for the feel of leather skin. The wrist snapping. Arms winding back.
My legs wanna jump. They wanna bend down to help launch a shot. They wanna run and run.
My ears longs for that sound. The ball going through a nylon net. The sound it makes is melodious.
My eyes anticipates the movement. The long awaited movement, the sign of weakness.

With that, the games begin.

I miss basketball. Coming back to basketball soon!

Man. Gotta study. Alot. A week and two days to the EOYs. Kinda nervous, but more confident than last week. No probelm with bio, confident with geography. Now I just need to really buckle down and hack it into my brain. Last week was revision, this week was EXTREMO MEGA ULTIMATE Revision of the Damned. Eh. Wee.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
8:28 PM

Almost got admitted into hospital for the very first time in my life. No kidding.
Two days ago, caught a virus from my brother, who caught it from the tenant who caught it from the hospital =_=". I'll spare the disgusting symptoms, but one. I kept vomiting my food out, until I vomited out blood. From my stomach. I don't get why was blood doing in my stomach. My body kept making my stomach vomit, even though nothing was coming out. It really hurt like heck. It was like my body wanted to die, but not before I vomit out all my organs. Dying vomit =_=". It was horrible. It was then I kinda realized how much I loved my mum and how much she loved me. It was already past 1030, she had caught the virus herself, but she still brought me to the hospital to treat my illness. She was doing everything she could to keep me comfortable, at the expense of her own. When we were at the hospital, she rushed the workers there to my turn, and rushed for my medicines so that I could get home to rest. It was also then, where I decided that I wanted to be a DOCTOR. Yes. A DOCTOR. See, having the virus made me feel utterly useless not knowing what to do. My mum, being a clinic assistant, knew roughy how to make everyone feel better, taking care of everyone. I want to be a DOCTOR because if my own family ever had this kind of problem again, I want to be able to take care of them, not sitting there feeling useless.

I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
1:58 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

YellowCard - Ocean Avenue

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
I remember the look in your eyes
When I(you) told you(me) that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're(I'm) looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I know someway, somehow, I can be with you. Reality shows me otherwise. My principle to never break a promise or a commitment is holding me back. I swore I would forget you. It's just gettin goddamn hard to. But now, if I fail my own principle, how can I expect it to lead my life? It's hard, it's difficult, and it's the most painful thing I have ever done, but how much different is this from what I've already experienced in my life? I might lose something that drives me forward and encourages me to do better than my best, but if I don't, I would have failed myself and put everything that I've ever done in my stupid but worthwhile existance to naught.

Let this, what I say now, what I wrote down, be an official oath that your name will never cross my lips ever again. I will forget you. The thought of you will just be a memory of my delusions. Never again will I just regret what I didn't do to be with you.

This is all in the yesterdays. I can only look back on the past and regret about what I could've done, seeing how stupid and foolish I was. Why do that, when I can look forward to tomorow, the things I know I would do, all the unexpected things coming my way? It's all these simple joys that makes life worthwhile afterall. I will never look over my shoulder and depress over what should've been. I will look upon the vast endless majesty of the sky, and smile to the world.

Never again.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
8:27 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007

6hrs = 360min = 2160s

2160s/42s = 51+ times stubbed toes. Woah. Hell indeed.

Changed seating arrangements today. Boy girl arrangement =_=". What's more, the girl I'm sitting with is taller than me =_=". Nothing like height difference to make someone feel inferior =P. Eh. Exams in a few days time. Not sure if I can make it. Doesn't sound like me, but yeah. My revision is NOT going well, especially bio and the mathematics. Missed a chapter, so have to learn it by myself. Other than the revision, others are going well. Eh. Sianz now. Stopping here.

When people fall in love, it is like an accident.

When they are in love, they say it is a coincidence that they met.

It suddenly becomes fate from the outside view.

How a simple accident may become your fate...

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
9:43 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2007

One day, you were walking down the street when
you got a craving for kfc.
And so you
licked your lips hungrily.
But then,
someone gave you a cookie.
And it turned out to be
something you'll never forget.
So now you
aren't hungry anymore.

Lol. Did some funny quiz=p.

Today was kinda interesting. Attempt to finish a post within 2min. Keep it short. Went to a bbq at a condo.Took off my shirt, went swimmming with 3 of my sec1 vball juniors. One of them almost drowned. It took all three of us to save him=_=". I almost drowned myself trying to help him. I was the First person to got to him but couldn't do anything much than try to push him to the edge of the pool. Pushed him twice to another guy. Almost drowned myself trying to help him get some air by carrying him up while I was underwater. TWO YEARS NEVER SWIM=p. Lol. Just glad no one injured or anything. No lives lost=p. Seriously considering to practise swimming. I don't want something like this to happen again and I end up being helpless myself.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
11:43 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Feeling kinda depressed now. Got the exam schedule today. Not depressed about the exams forthcoming, but about how fast the year has flew by. All the memories. The loved and treasured and FOREVER remembered memories. It's not a good sign when you're 15 and looking back on your life, ask yourself," Have I left my imprint on the world? Would anyone remember who I was and what I've done?". I have though =_=". It's pretty depressing, having realized I haven't impacted anyone's lives and left my mark on the world. I remember having tried all my life to be someone of importance, someone that people would notice when gone missing, someone that would be remembered fondly as when I *touch wood* pass away. Upon further pondering this, I realize all this is not important now. It's living life to the fullest extent, enjoying its simple joys, experiencing all that can be experienced, feel all that can be felt, is what really matters now. Back to the point. Life so far has been satisfying to me, but it has its downs and ups with downs majoring more greatly than ups at times. Life, it's just too damn short if it flys by so fast. sure, 75 or more years sounds alot, but what happens if a year feels like a week or a month? Assuming that a year feels like a month, 75years would feel like 75months = 6years 3months. Holy shit. It really feels that way. I remember things that happen all the way from when I first stepped upon GM ground, from whence I became a hong wen student, mostly all the way from when I was 4. It's a amusing life I'm living. The very last thing I can remember to is when I was 4. I recall sitting in my living room at Waterloo Street, at night, then walk up to my father asking for a pogo stick. True story, interesting request. Life has been pretty much like that for me=p.
Things I remember from p6, the year when everything not candy and food and studies started to matter:
P6
- I sat beside the first girl that I ever had a real crush on, but not realizing it yet.(early year)
- Made friends with some of my current best friends =D! I remember every Saturday we would get together and play basketball and YuGiOh! TCG. I owned =D! We would take the same bus home every day and talk to each other and have fun! I remember one time the bus driver stopped the whole bus to scold us cuz we were making too much noise.
- I remember the day when I finally came upon the realization that I liked the girl I sat beside of. It was because I thought of her everyday. Sadly this was after we changed seating arrangements, where we were the same row, but at complete opposite ends of the class =_=". Just my kind of luck.
- Malaca trip! I was so happy on that 2day one night(?) trip! The seating arrangement on the bus we were travelling on had me sitting infront of her!
-Day we got our PSLE results. I was so nervous. I had 235 aggregate score! The highest among the guys in my class, overall 2nd! Got beaten by a girl with a 245 ='(. We took a class picture of ourselves with our diplomas, of which I still have and treasure. We got back our report cards, of which contained the information on which school we're headed for. I almost wanted to cry. I was posted to the school of my second choice, away from my best friends who had put it as their first choice. AND away from her... ='(
- Graduation day. She was sitting infront of me! Most of us cried during the graduation songs. It was so true to us. After that, I mustered up the courage to try and confess to her... *_*. Just as I was almost able to get the words out from my mouth, my classmate interupts me and the chance was ruined =_=". Grr.
-Still the p6 year. Stepped on GM ground. Was intimidated by the front entrance. This was the place I was going to be for four years. The place where my life would be dramatically changed. I didn't end up too bad=p.

May continue this on a later date, whether I feel any more emo=p. Typing relieves me! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! No.1!!!

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
7:44 PM

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Took some tests at web.tickle.com

Keith, your love personality type is ESFJ

About 11% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.
Being an ESFJ means that loyalty is usually what counts for you. As a result, one of the first things others are likely to notice about you is how invested you are in your relationships. You're rarely a fair-weather friend. In fact, you probably manage to keep many of your important connections with others for life. This isn't very surprising when you consider that you're the kind of person who draws much of your energy from those around you. Your warm and friendly nature is another factor that keeps others with you for the long haul. Regardless of the aspect of your life, you probably find that people naturally gravitate to you.
In relationships, you're the kind who gives your heart but keeps your wits about you. As a result, you have the stuff needed to be a strong partner. Know that you're more committed than most people are to making others happy. You'd likely give away the shirt off your back if it would help someone you care about.

No comment=p. ESFJ= Extroverted (Sensitive?not sure) Feeling Judging

Keith, your confidence level is high

As a result, you may tend view yourself as a wonderful, lucky, or energized person. However you probably also have your days when you don't feel so hot. After all, you're only human. Because of your usual high level of self-acceptance and belief in yourself, you're generally open and accepting of others. People who come in contact with you likely appreciate this generous nature and may seek out your company.
Your intelligence seems to be the trait that you most value in yourself of the five main traits that affect confidence. You also seem to appreciate this characteristic in others.

Lol intelligence! I'm an intel hero=p. Lol "you probably also have your days when you don't feel so hot. After all, you're only human." = EMO.

Keith, your true talent is mechanical ability

You're curious about how things work and enjoy tinkering with machines. People like you can be both self-sufficient and a great help to others. You are much better than most people at fixing things — whether it's changing a flat tire or tightening a leaky faucet.
How do we know that's your true talent? While you were taking the test, we calculated your responses to each test question and rated your skills in 5 areas. You scored highest on mechanical ability.
No matter what kind of career you choose, you'll enjoy it most if it involves working with your hands or seeing the tangible results of your efforts.

Another result of this was verbal ability. Hm. Didnt bother to pay for the full report so this is what I got=p. Ah well..

Keith, your destiny is to be a Provider

Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a Provider, you have a genuine nurturing concern for the welfare of others and you're eager to serve them. You can recognize exactly what people need and your friendly, helpful, social nature makes them feel comforted. With your kind and generous heart, you are personable, talkative, and outward with your emotions, and your openness and sensitivity makes you concerned about the way others view you. Along these lines, be careful not to blame yourself when things go wrong. You cannot prevent bad things from happening, even though your tendency to be orderly with a strong sense of right and wrong may lead you to believe you can. Accept that you do what you can to take care of things and that this will get you far in the world.

WORSHIP ME, FOR I AM THE PROVIDER. lol.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
11:46 PM

Thursday, September 06, 2007

5th september. Went out my primary school buddies. Us four hong-wen-ly(Heavenly=p) buds went to sakae to FEAST. Ate fried dumplings, eels, egg, octupus balls, udon, all dipped in mayo and soy sauce=D. Was so full. Had lots of fun mucking around. After that went to play some LAN. We played CS for the whole two hours. Lol, my friend owned the games. we played 4 vs 16AI. Last time we went LANing we played 4v16AI in fy_poolday. I hid in the toilet when evreyone else died. AI approached the toilet one by one and I killed all of them=D. We were laughing like shitards and I was giggling to myself the whole day through. Too bad the coms we played at no poolday=(. So we played CS rescue the hostages. As said, my friend owned. I become a Sheildtard(Shield+bastard)! I went around carrying a shield and a pistol, becoming literally a shield for my teammates. AI would all aim me, and my team would be behind me shooting them=D. It even came to a time where three of us bought shields and defended the one who could own=D. Last two minutes of game time, I made a plan. I made them go to a new map, then friendly fired them all. Teamkill lol! best two minutes ever. Every round we tried to see who could kill the other! Fuck it was so fucking funny I'm swearing right now. We walked ALL THE WAY BACK HOME FROM BUGIS. We chatted with each other about total random stuff, just like in primary school! I ever miss those days.... We mucked around under our HDB for an hour taking photoes and videos before heading home. This WILL be one of those memories I will forever treasure deep within me. I love my buds=). In a totally none gay way of course. Keeping it straight.

I swear. This kind of things will happen whenever we go out together=). We are the four hong-wen-ly buds and we are friends for life=D.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:57 PM

I love this week of september. Heck, I love september! Wake me up when september starts! On monday 3rd of september, day before my birthday, went out with some close/best friends of mine to watch a movie=). Actually wanted to go East coast cycle, but it rained, so ah. Received a shirt for my birthday. If I was 10 years younger, I would have stopped talking to the person for not giving me a toy=p.

4th september. My birthday=D. Woke up to see quite a few birthday sms-es=D. Thanks to everyone who sent them=))))). Went to Bio remedial, hoping none of my classmates would find out cuz itt would result in a singaporean style birthday bash=). Halfway through, they remembered = ) =. Abit touched and horrified at the same time=p. Received quite a few punches to the arm, and one or two attempts to do a typical naruto assasination from the behind=p(guess what it was. Hint is BEHIND). After that, met up with daryl, zhongwei, then Daniel to get on Kengling's(not sure how to spell) dad's lorry to EAST COAST =DD. Been a long time since I sat on a lorry, so abit painful=p. When we got there, had to walk a distance to pit 45. Lol I got 45 and 29 mixed up, and almost got some guys walking a distance in between=p. Played some volley first, then started the fire.

Lol the look of frustration on everyone's face was priceless. We got the fire started, then had to wait for the charcoal to burn. I was the wind blocker lol! Got the fire started, then relaxed abit and shared some coke with Daryl.

We really tried to smile=p. Aw well. Went to get a bike with daniel. He didnt need a bike. he borrowed a bike and I was joggin alongside=p. Lol. He kept making remarks about how nice it was on a bike=p. After that, played volley, and relaxed.

It was great. After that wanted to go out onto the breakwater, but not before getting ganged with a birthday bash=p full of spiking a volleyball at me=D. DEFENCE!

Revenge is the sweetest motivator=p.

Headed out onto the breakwaters. It was fantastic. the sediments were collecting to form a pathway, but the waves swept over it and i was wearing shoes, so I had to time running onto the pathway to the breakwater=D.

I really like this photo=D. Food was about ready, so headed back. Met up with my mum awhile before taking a walk back to the pit. Everyone sang me a birthday song=), I was so touched=p. Quite alot of people sms-ed me a happy birthday, so I thanks all those who did=D. Night came. More people arrived=p. Had more than my share of fun, and I really enjoyed myself! Some people jumped into the water and got all wet=p. Almost got thrown in=p. Just that they needed a few more guys to throw me in=p. Haha. Daniel cheered me my birthday(is that how ya said it?) with a sip of beer. I sipped some, swallowed it, then spat some out. It wasn't horrible, just that I don't take bitter things very well. I REALLY didn't know beer was bitter. It was like chinese medicine, only that its not that helpful. I didn't hate it, but rather like it a wee bit. It was rather rude of me to spit out some beer he offered, so I drank another sip. Same bitterness=p, I don't get why would people drink it=p. I always imagined beer to be mildy sweet or something. Oh well. Went to emo under the stars, hoping to actually see one. If I ever saw one on my birthday, I'd make a wish. Luckily managed to see one teeny tiny one. I wished for height=p, because I think it's the factor that would affect the rest of my life. Spotted some people together under the stars alone, shall not disclose who they are =X.

Went home with my pals, with the very best day of my life ending behind me. I wished the sun didnt set on that day. This is one of the memories that will be with me at the rest of my life. One of those stories I will tell my grandchildren. One of the happiest moments of my life. Maybe even one of the moments we will talk about in my dying moments.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
9:00 PM

You Are 76% Good

You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.
And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.
If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.
Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.

You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself

Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader

To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you

How Good Are You?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

I find these two funny cause they directly contrast each other. First ones says to be a better person, I'd have to be kind to someone who's mean. Yet, the second one says I have a mean temper that "needs to get out of control once to do damage=_=". And I do admit that. But, Someone mean always gets on my nerves no matter what ==". His name starts with an R and ends with an "ichard". Now in class and school or whatever, I avoid him no matter what. Most of the time when he talks to me, he always needs something. oh well. Guess this would be another obstacle I guess=p.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
8:09 PM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

WHEEEEEE I LOVE THESE PAST TWO DAYS!!!!!!!!!! YESTERDAY WAS PEC BBQ, THANK YOU TO ALL WHO ATTENDED AND ALL WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! THESE PAST TWO DAYS ARE THE HAPPIEST TWO DAYS OF MY OFFICIALLY FIFTEEN YEAR OLD LIFE!!!!! ='''''''''') I AM SO HAPPY WHEEEEEEEEEE

I went out with my three primary school buddies/pals/amigoes today. We walked all the way back home from bugis=D. We mucked around under our HDB on the way home! Enjoy=DMagic pop!

A big fat LOL. WE had fun.

KUNGFUOOEY! Lol Mucking around is FUN!

I like this the best! Lol watch and amaze!

Took 4 photos with my buds.

LOL.

GLEE!

Me and my three ghost buds. I summon them to go after whoever insults my height during the seven month.

That's it for now! GTG SLEEP.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:02 PM

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! BEST BIRTHDAY EVER IN MY 15YEAR LIFE=D! GLEE!

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:41 PM