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This is my results.
I'm not gonna rant about it or anything. What's done is done. I just gonna pick myself up, bite the bullet and move on.
I think prelims are harder than Os for a reason. Yes, to test us, but not on our grades. It's testing our character. Testing whether we'll pick ourselves up if we did badly, using it as a motivational tool instead of feeling bad for yourself for being so stupid. Well. I did horrible. That's a fact, no denying it. What am I gonna do about it? Work my ass off. So anyway, when I received my results, I felt horrible. There was a crushing feeling in my chest. Like a sumo wrestler was sitting on me, and then farting constantly. Bouncing up and down, farting each time he lands on me. My classmates should know, I felt so upset I made an outburst in class. I apologize for that. I was so pissed at my bio marks. MdmEng is a good teacher. I always had this biased view that all english teachers are very opinionated, and that once you made an impression of them, good or bad, it will never fade. Well, she happens to think of me as an arrogant boy. Well, whatever. But she proved to me that at least she tries to be a good teacher instead of "going by the book". Yes, she berated me infront of the whole class about how being arrogant and yadda yadda bla bla bla, doing what a normal teacher should do. What I did not expect was her coming up to me and asking in a sincere tone why I was so upset just now. That's what good teachers do, show actual concern for their students when the need arises. For the record, teachers I respect the most are the ones that apologize. Yes, I do know a few, and they forever hold my respect. Like if they made a simple mistake and apologize. Not like make a simple chemical eqn error and then say she was testing us ==". Or putting in the wrong chemical name then say she was testing us ==". Lol. Enough of that.
I would like to thank these people. WeeKeng, Zheng Hou, Nicholas, Jeredy, in order. They consoled me, seeing my dark, gloomy face. Thanks friends =). I think I wouldn't have put my mind to studying right now if it weren't for them. I won't be blogging so often now, as you might have guessed. So, see ya bloggie. Talk to ya soon.
The act leading to conception involves half a billion sperm: Long ago each of us overcame the toughest odds we'll ever face. Life itself is a comparative afterthought, a bonus, a casual cooling-off chat in the post-game locker room. Had I learned this sooner, I might have lightened up a bit.
[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,9:22 PM
Went out to celebrate the end of Prelims today. Played basketball awhile with the gang, then went off to east coast to cycle! We went to the obvious places, like Bedok Jetty, and even to a little secluded spot at a wave cut platform. It was very relaxing to say the least. Gazing into the vastness of the sea, nothing but the sound of waves crashing against the Jetty when one closes their eyes. Letting imagination take you to other places. Seeing images of things you love in your head. Breathing in the sea air. All these really helped me unwind after a really nerve-wracking Prelim. I only slept 3hours per day for every single test. I was going to die. But really, the ocean has this calming effect on people =). As for the wavecut platform, we messed around for awhile. Took a few silly pics which i think are too obsene to post here, and sat down chatting.
After that, went to 108 and play basketball. I would just like to say that, honestly, if you have a problem with someone whilst playing basketball, SETTLE IT ON THE COURT. Jesus. It just seems silly to attract attention to yourself by hollering " What?! You think you very good isit?! Come la! FIght La!" Lol ==". Silly as shit. This didnt happen to me, but those who went out with me today should know who =p. I was very surprised at myself that I didn't lose my temper. Maybe I should have? But I wanted to beat those guys fair and square, to prove that well, that they simply suck =p. Lol. I needed to keep my calm if i wanted to win. But we lost anyway ==". Two sets. I have been losing alot lately. Darn it.
Second time I changed songs in a month.
9:04 PM
I placed a new song on my blog. Enjoy.9:20 PM
And I'm sorry for saying all these selfish things, but they need to be said.
I thank you for understanding =).
I'm sorry if I wasted your time. [Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
11:14 PM
And this is after. Personally, shorter hair makes my face/head look bigger ==". And then I noticed the books behind me.
This is my manga collection. It is lacking, but it is enough, and currently expanding =). About half of them hasn't finished yet.
And this is my elder brother's manga collection, of which I am in awe. More than half is still expanding.
Oh. And old school moniter for the win!10:45 PM
The highest recorded taupok in GM, maybe even the whole of SG. Lo and behold, who is that freakish smiling guy at the top of the heap? Haha. I look positively diabolical. I think they were roughly 12 people involved? I had to jump cause the heap was about my height, and that's a whopping 1.6m tall heap of human bodies.
Aaaaaaand just for laughs.
"I don't wanna be anything other than what've been,
try to be laid back
I don't want to be anything other than me."
Gavin Degraw "I don't wanna be"
[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,2:43 AM
Lol, okay that was abit overboard. But this year has got to be the saddest birthday ever =P. Spent at home studying ! Argh!
I'm 16, and I'm 16years old! Falalalalalalalalalalalala. I may be 16, but that ain't gonna stop me from being a kid.
Not many people remembered my birthday this year. Those who did, I thank you =). I understand why no one remembered, cuz I myself forgot about it until I woke up this morning feeling... special. It was like:
Me:ZZzzZzZzzzZZZ
Phone: Counting Crows"Accidentally in Love" Msg Tone
Me:Bwuh? *reaches out for handphone*
Phone: 3msg saying happy birthday
Me: ...? It's my birthday today?
Me:Ponders awhile..
Me: IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!
Lol. Shall update more later. [Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
11:49 AM
What I did was way overboard. I know. But I'm just a guy. I know nothing. I'm clueless when it comes to the matters of the heart, but hey, I try my best. So what I want to know now is, what exactly is your decision? Take your time. No matter what, you'll always be someone close to my heart."He was a punk,
She did ballet.
What more can I say?"
Avril Lavigne, Sk8er Boi
4:23 PM
I guess this picture pretty much sums up what I'm thinking.12:04 AM