Got back some exam feedback. I failed Emaths, chinese, bio, and a borderline pass combined science. It doesn't take a master in any of these subjects to tell I'm really upset over it. I mean, man. I really worked my butt off for all these tests, and I failed?! I don't know whether I can work harder than that. I already sacrificed my beloved sleeping time and gave 100% for it. And I failed. What, then selling my soul will get me a B3. Geezuz.
I have to study everyday now. Here I was thinking I can slack a little bit now. I don't ever want to experience the pain of seeing failed subjects with my name on it. The blow would be too much. I wanna be no1. I wanna stand out above this crowd. I will pull my grades up. I will be no1 in the school, or to a smaller extent, my class. I don't ever want to be at the bottom of the bucket. It stinks too much. I will study until I suffer. I will get into my JC of choice, and enjoy this life from this route i chose, stretching my wings and soaring to my highest potential. And, I'll do it on my own. Because I'm the only one I have.
Stand Out by Tevin Campbell
Open up your eyes take a look at me
If the picture fits in your memory
I've been dreamin by the rythym like the beat of a heart
And i won't stop
until I start to stand out
Some people settle for the typical thing
Livin' all their lives waitin' in the wings
It ain't a question of 'if',
just a matter of time
Before I move to the front of the line
And once you're watchin' ev'ry move that I make
Ya gotta believe that I got what it takes
(Chorus)
To stand out
Above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you see
Gonna stand out
'til you notice me
If the squeaky wheels always gettin the greese
I'm totally devoted to disturbin the peace
And I'll do it all again, when I get it done
Until I become your number one
No method to the madness and means of escape
Gonna break every rule I'll bend them all out of shape
It ain't a question of 'how' just a matter of when
You get the message that I'm tryin to send
I'm under a spell, I'm in over my head
And you know I'm going all of the way, till the end
yeah
If I could make you stop and take a look at me instead of just (Walkin' by)
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
If it was gettin' you to notice (I'm alive)
All I need is half a chance, a second thought, a second glance'll prove
I got whatever it takes
It's a piece of cake
To stand out
Above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you see
Gonna stand out
Stand out, hey
Stand out!(Yeah, yeah, yeah!)
Stand out!(Hmph!)
'Til mine's the only face you see
Gonna stand out
'Til you notice me
[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
4:59 PM