Friday.
Hm. Was an okay day during school i guess. I wore contacts! Reached school late if i can remember. Played basketball after school before remedial, remember i solo-ed a hell lot. I know that. But I'm not gonna care much since people already have that image fixtated on me, as a solo, a ball hog etc etc, and also since that image will still be there no matter how many passes i make. All that matters is who wins the game. True, when just playing around i'll be sure to pass it around, everyone should have fun. But when it comes to a real game, unless my team is on the losing side and i feel that i can turn the tide, or rather more arrogantly, feel that no one else in my team is up to the task. yes, i admit it, at times i am arrogant. Sue me. I'm sick of labels, but you're about to lose to a label. I really prefer making that good pass over soloing, even if i dont show it. But how am i to make a good pass if no one moves, someone else solos, or any other problem within oneself? I'm not that good a point guard, but heck, i WILL get better.

After school, and remedials, played 3on3 volleyball with the juniors, me alvin and daryl. Let me make this clear daryl, yeah, I probably was pissed at you during then, but not now. I just want to explain some of your actions from my view. I repeat, I am not pissed at you =). Okay well, back in third person voice, starting he only cared about spiking. One of the balls, he could've received it, with just a few steps back, but what did he do? He retreated a few steps in preperation for a spike ==". And I was like, already stunned there cuz he could've gotten it. Second ball, he couldve just took a step to the side to receive the ball, but what did he do? He prepared to spike ==". Another ball, alvin was blocking, they dropped the ball behind him sorta to his left, where daryl was suypposed to be. But he was standing on the extreme left, close on the line, what our coach would describe as "hiding from the ball" . Alvin had to leave, 2juniors joined us, they aimed at one of them, we lost 28-26. Oh well. Went home to dress up for the little night concert later on, $10 taxi trip ==". I repeat, daryl, i am not pissed at you =). I jsut find your actions then, unjustified and illogical.

Lol, reached home, played dress up =p. It seems now, I have decided my "battle" outfit. Lol =p, hope few people get that meaning =p. Anyway, it says to dress smart casual, so I wore a collar tee with a sweater worn over with rolled up sleeves, and black jeans. When i got there, lol, people were wearing more of smart formal than smart casual. Eh. could be my fashion sense XD. Haha. Reached there at 645, waited till 745 for ivan =p. no matter, we only missed a small portion of the starting =P. Band did great, drama did great, dance did great and choir did great. Great x 4 = FANTASTIC. Haha. It ended unfortunately, and everyone stayed for phototaking =p. I sayed hi to lots of people, and said bye to lots of people =p. Haha.

Please just notice the outfit im wearing. Haha =p. Lol =p. ==". Er.. ANYWAY. Played basketball awhile, went to have supper, and went home.

Now let me reveal alittle "bathroom" secret of mine. But first, let me wonder. Looking at band and choir like that, makes me wonder. What if I had joined either when i was sec1? Sec1, i was artistically inclined, neither i am now, but at least now i show interest in it. Band, lol, me playing a horn or flute or something =p. I'd be so into Jazz, playing a solo piece and such =p. Now, for that bathroom secret : I like to sing =p. I sing when im walking home alone. I sing in the lift where no one hears me. I sing when no ones at home. I sing in the bathroom. Haha. "Bathroom" secret. What if i had joined choir =p? I know, i dont have a good voice or anything, but lol, its just me wondering =p. It'd be fun =p.


Saturday.
Went to sentosa with my p6 class =p. only 10 went though. Sentosa, in words, isnt that fun with no sun =p. True, with the sun there'd be blistering heat, but I was expecting perfect weather =p. The sun is shining, good enough to tan, and yet, not that hot. Well, the sun was covered with clouds, the weather's slightly humid, so i aint complaining.They played captains ball, i didnt. I sat there playing with a friend's camera snapping pics of them here and there. Shall have pics soon i guess. But none of them are of me, since i took the pictures=p. I'm not that photogenic anyway.

And here's another afterthought, what if i had joined the photography club? I like taking photos lol =p. I like making people look better, i like to show people in their natural air. I took alot of singel, "shuai" shots of them lol =p.

So anyway, I snapped pics of them from 3 to 6. went through 2 batteries lol. After that went 108. I seriously need to work on my consistency. Shit, if I dont warm up, I'm useless ==". And, i need to work on my hooks, and driving, and dribbling ==". My shooting and creating space is getting there, but disregarding the inside game, i need to really focus on how i can get past my opponent better. Work on my speed, focus, dribbling, and tomfoolery. haha =P.


AND NOW.
It is time to write about how i feel. Well, something happened today that made me wanna show everyone song lyrics. Just the girl by CLick five. Haha =p. Sorry. Scroll down if you want, there's more.

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus] Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100
proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

[Chorus]
The way she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head, Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Know how i highlight the part in song lyrics to show how i feel about that song? WEll I'ma try something new. I'm gonna construct that song, into conversation. A one way one.

"Hey, do you know about her? She's cold and cruel, but she knows just what she's doing. She always laughs at my dreams, and yet, I dream about her laughter. It seems so strange, that she's the one I'm after! Oh man, she's bitter, and she's sweet, so she knocks me off my feet. I can't help it, but I just don't want anyone else. She's a mystery, how she teases me is just too much for me, and yet I keep "coming back for more". Even so, she's just the girl I'm looking for (?). She ignores me sometimes, and yet, the more she does it the more I adore her. What can I do man, I'd do anything for her. But, *sigh*. The way she sees me on her callerID, she wont pick up the phone, she'd so much rather be alone. Still, I can't give up jsut yet, because every single word that she's ever said still rings in my head. Since she's cold and she's cruel, she always knows just what to say, so my whole day is ruined. Is she just the girl I've been looking for?"

Wow. Ever wonder how songs came up? Maybe it's a process similar to this, having these kind of thoughts, then converting them to the next one hit wonder song. Maybe. In that case, I should look through my blog archives and create a song! Haha. Ending off now. Thanks for reading!