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This Is Me.
Keith Wong Yiheng
CHRISTIAN
4th September 1992
Ex-Hong Wen School
Ex-Geylang Methodist School (Secondary)
Nanyang Poly [Sports & Wellness Management]
BASKETBALL
LA Lakers Fan

Loves
GOD =)
BASKETBALL
ALL MY FRIENDS!


Wishes
Grow closer to God
Make it into NYP basketball Team
Movements everywhere so that everyone knows someone who truly follows Jesus.
Form a team and slowly train to div1 standard
Leather Molten Basketball
Kobe Zoom shoes
Nike Tee Shirt
Plaid outer collared tee =p
Vest
Team to share the dream =)
Taggie
taggie here.


Quotes
Love is a minefield. You take a step and get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again and stupidly take another step. I guess that's human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow up than be single.

We have no say over the hand dealt us in life, but we do have a lot of control over how this hand is played. We are responsible for bringing out the meaning of our own lives in each moment that we live. Remember each moment happens only once and can never be retrieved again.

A man can fail many times, but he isn't a failure until he begins to blame somebody else.

He who asks is a fool for five minutes, but he who does not ask remains a fool forever.

I have never met a man so ignorant that I couldn't learn something from him.

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.

All this will not be finished in the first 100 days. Nor will it be finished in the first 1,000 days, nor in the life of this Administration, nor even perhaps in our lifetime on this planet. But let us begin.

Friendship

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.
It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.

Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away.

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be.


Links
Daryl
Wendy
Daniel
Raquel
Si Hui
Zheng hou
Yi Kun
Wei Xuan
Yip Han
Zoe
Wee Keng
Heng Lee
Hui Ying
Kai Jing
Cherry
Germin
Joel
Ivan
Ryan
Jonathan
Penny
Jeslin
KeithGoh
Saranjeet
Gek Chuan
Aaron
Eileen/XiiaoHoon
Alton
Joseph
Corrine
Grace Tan
Long Huai
Edwin
Angela
Abdillah
Cecelia
Joannie


Past
October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 February 2011

Credits
Designer} Jasmine
Image hosting} Photobucket
Picture} Deviantart
Editing of image} Imageready
Thursday, November 08, 2007


Is this really how it's gonna end? After all that we've been through, you're gonna let our friendship end this way?! Just awhile ago you called me asking me how was my day? I could tell you were cheerful with that happy tone. We chatted awhile, but I was doing some exercises so I never really paid full attention. Then, out of the blue, you called me again and presented in a monotone voice a very harsh decision.

Her: I'm asking you to choose. Accept Christ and get away from them*, or I'll break this friendship I have with you.
Me: .... What happened?
Her: Nothing happened. I'm just asking you to choose. Now.
Me: ....... What happened*more serious tone*?
Her: Nothing happened! I'm just telling you to get away from them and accept Christ!
Me:... Something must have happened. It was only a few minutes ago that we talked happily on the phone. So WHAT HAPPENED!?
Her: Okay, I will tell you what WILL happen. If you keep hanging out with them, you will get their curse and do the same things as them! Now choose, accept Christ and don't hang out with them anymore or we're not friends anymore!
Me: .....
Her: ......
Me: ......
Her: ...... So? What do you choose? I don't want you to be cursed like them.
Me: ...... Let me.. think.. please.. Answer me please.. What happened?
Her: NOTHING HAPPENED! I JUST DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE THEM BEING CURSED! IF YOU CONTINUE TO HANG OUT WITH THEM YOU'LL BE CURSED, THEN I'LL BE CURSED TOO! SO DO YOU ACCEPT CHRIST OR NOT?!
Me: ....................................
Me: Would you just let me think? You're not asking me to decide whether or not to accept Christ or whatever Christ bullshit. You're asking me to choose between friends. Whether or not will I go with you or with them, I don't care about whatever fucking accept Christ bullshit! YOU'RE ASKING ME TO CHOOSE MY FRIENDS! NO ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO MAKE THAT DECISION!
Her: Okay, then I'll make that decision for you! We're not friends anymore! I know that you won't won't hang out with they all!
Me: ..... You didn't even let me make my decision!..... I value all of you as my friends okay, I don't ever want us to be apart. Remember what you said a while back? Friends forever?
Her: You want to hang out with them then I cannot be friends with you! I don't want all this curse to add up to my problems! That's why I must have a clean break with you!

I shan't detail any further. Obviously, I tried reasoning. Talks about god here and there were thrown. You all knows how it ends up. If it was a happy ending I wouldn't be blogging. I just don't get it. After everything, it's all over. Never in my darkest nightmares would I even imagine it to be like this. This is much to harsh and much too cruel. You say it is rebellious to go against god, to sin. Isn't sinful to break up a couple in love? I'm sinning against god by not becoming a christian, by not living righteously? What's so righteous about making a decision that would separate friends? The god you know is not the god I know. The god I know is all loving, whether or not we decide to accept christ or not. The god I know do not make decisions that would go against love. And no, I'm not talking about cupid. Do you know how much this hurts me? Everytime you had a problem, I provided the listening ear. Whether or not would it inconvience me massively, at the end of the day, being able to hear your smile after I cheer you up was all worth it. Now, not being able to hear nor see your smile, pains me so. How is it so ironic that we chatted happily on the phone a few minutes ago then end up not being friends barely a toilet break later? I will never forgive myself for not appreciating you until you're really gone. At the end of the day, whether or not will you be friends with me, you shall, and forever be, my friend. I don't ever wanna see you hurt. I don't ever want to see or hear you cry. If you think that if I'm no longer your friend your "god" will stop punishing you, then fine, if that makes you happy, if that stops your sadness, if that stops your TEARS, then fine. I'll step away. Just so you know, I care about you the most. Fuck, this whole fucking song I put in my blog is about you! it's only been a year and you've changed so much...

I think I better make this all clear. This is about Hui ying. She's one of the bestest friends I have ever had. I'm not in love with her. I love her as my best friend. So BACK OFF, CLASSMATES, STFU ABOUT ALL THIS GIRLFRIEND STUFF. And hui ying, I hope you would read this and go back to the way it was.

This is to that sec1 girl. I'm really really sorry, but I can't deal with this right now. As you can see, I have alot of things to handle now. This, plus to the fact of a job, headstart tests, ccas and O levels, I hope you'll see my point.

PEC camp is tml. No comment.

FM static "Tonight"
'I remember the time you sat and told me about your jesus...'
The fray "How to save a life"
'I would have stayed up with you all night, had I known how to save a life..."
[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:39 PM