B B A L L B O Y .

Sunday, July 29, 2007

GLEEEEEEEEE

SCREAM WITH GLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe. Tml's the day! Packed my bag, feeling nervous, afraid of a stomach ache, but I'm ready to go! After that, awaits the weekend of hell....
Five days away from it all, five days to gather my thoughts, and four nights of gazing upon the stars pondering. Fifteen meals of instant noodles and canned food. Hope someone brings a can opener.... Words can't really express how I feel now. I do feel like screaming "GLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" tho. I will miss not having school for the five days too, cuz it's five days away from just hanging around, just having fun with the friends around me. I will miss volleyball, cuz missing three straight trainings in a row would surely mess with my playing=p. I will miss basketball, of which I play with my friends everyday =). Mostly, I will miss my friends who can't go to OBS... Hang tight, y'all! See y'all in a week!

The smile on your face,

The Light shining deep in your eyes..

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:58 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Yeah a new song I found! "Tonight" by FM Static. The lyrics.. They all just make sense to me, it's as if this song is for me=p. And the tune is juuust right. Makes me miss about times I've had in P6. I cried at New Year's when I heard this song, seriously. It has that much meaning to me. So I hope you enjoy it just as much as I do!

Something bad happened today during volleyball, something which I will not elaborate. Sec2 junior gives attitude, I shout at him. Sec2 attitude bullies a sec1, I tell him to stop it, he doesn't, I get fed up, I shout in his face. He deserved it.

Eh.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:33 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Holy. I was wondering how come my day felt so empty. Even though I went home early, it felt emptier than usual. Ya wanna know why?
I FORGOT TO EAT MAH DINNER.
Seriously, this is a first for me. Never before have I forgotten to eat, one of the greatest pleasures of life. I was like"Yah hor I haven't eat it" out loud when asked about my dinner =_=".

Today, was a moody day. Rained half the day, so nice to sleep. But shit I slept through bio lesson! Oh man and since there's a bio test right after OBS, I'm close to screwed=p. Hitting the books later on. After bio lesson, wanted to ask questions regarding the test, and Richard went to apologize for whatever horrible things he did(killed a child? could be.). And I was standing there enjoying the free show! Cut it short, teacher didn't think richard was sincere when apologizing, and asked it out loud"Does that sound sincere? That's what he says, but what is he really thinking?" or something like that. I interrupted with an attempt to insult him, but he replied with a babyish voice" Wah lau, can't you don't interfere or not..!" Seriously, he sounded as if he was a 6yr old going" Mummy I want this toy now....!". Sometimes, his relatedness just amazes me. I went up to Mrs Tang first, wanting to ask questions, and he goes up there doing something he doesn't even mean to do. He interrupted me first with his personal matters dammit, and now I'm interfering? Gee guess I'm not meant to hear and comment when I'm, I dunno know, STANDING RIGHT BESIDE HIM. I don't want to, or rather, I fear what goes on in his head. It's like maybe dung beetles playing catch with their dung balls or something. Or evil telepathic mimes are controlling his every action. No, not even mimes can concoct that much stupidity and assho-liness in a single person.
After school, rained HEAVILY, no umbrella, went to play Bball. Not sure why, but I just HATE the sec3 Joy people who play basketball. I just feel they have no respect for the game. Played with them Bball. Joseph was on my side, wo we won =D! control the rebounds control the game! After that, went to bugis to buy a couple of mangas,"Zatch Bell". Lol I got hooked on the thought of spells and battles. I find the storyline, personality and moral kinda addictive. It'd take time to go into detail as to what Zatch Bell is about, what part of the story I like etc, time of which I have not right now=p. It's reeeeeeeally interesting tho. Strongly recommend=D!

Did I ever mention how I favour thursday now? It has the least lessons, and lessons which I like, PE and bio! And, I hate monday=p, kinda like Garfield the cat=p. Next monday's OBS, woo! Feeling really excited, anticipating for that monday=p.

Hopes of dreams

Dreams of destiny

Destiny of fate

Interwined within each other

One cannot exist without the other

When one is lost, all is lost

But when all exists strongly in an individual

It can change the world.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
9:07 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

Wootz

Yay! I've redeemed myself from last year! F3-3 is this year's interclass debates champions!
Last year, yes I was in debates. Embarasses/humiliated myself horribly. Paused for 1min+, couldn't find the guts to answer back questions, couldn't rebutt, do my job etc etc. That whole class was filled with the other class's supporters. The opposing team had a really scary speaker. I messed up.
Still, F3-3 won! woopee!

Today was a relatively good day. I use the term relatively loosely. Start of the day, received the trophy the vball team got from the Ang Mo Kio ITE competition, which we got joint 3rd for. I'm so proud of myself and the team. 3.. long.. harsh.. years of hard work, and this is one of the prizes it amounted to. I cried out with joy on the inside. And I swear, this will not be the only prize that GMS(S) volleyball would win. Let this post be a promise that we will go to East Zone and bring honour and glory to GMS(S). And yea, I'm polishing the trophy as I type=p.

After school debates. I love to argue in a good way! Not as in finding trouble and all that, but just finding loopholes in people's speech and such. Rebuttals are just a refined form of arguing, and a more organized, what with taking turns and all.

After school, training was kinda sianz. Some drills were hard on the patience, so I was fed up easily, but continued noentheless=p. Guess must kinda strike a balance between last friday, when it was both fun, and exhausting. Nope, today's training wasn't tiring at all=p. Which was why it was "relatively" good. Really hope to find a day when I can sleep for 12hours straight, with no interuptions to go to the toilet whatsoever.

A week to OBS. I feel giddy. 5 days and 4nights of camping. missing school. Then after that it would be the weekend of homework. Eh. I AM READY!

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
9:42 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

What?

Today was... dramatic and impulsive, so to say. Ang Mo Kio ITE Competition, I went. Crazy shit happened. I got a chance to play. Won my first match that I ever played in from the start. Despite this, dont feel so good about it. It was because of the crazy shit happening that I actually got to play, if it didnt happen, we would have won nonetheless, only without me playing. I don't know what to say. That I'm thankful for the crazy shit happening cuz I got a chance to play, or that I don't want that crazy shit to happen and I wish it would go back to the way it was. Alittle for the former, a heck of alot for the latter. *sigh*. I had greatness thrust upon me, and it was up to me whether I could make the most of it. But no way would I dream or even wish that it would be like this.

GMS(S) B Boys are in the Ang Mo Kio ITE Semifinals. Not sure of how to feel.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
9:47 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Meh

Bored now, so I'm gonna write about how much of an asshole Richard Chong is.

We all know him basically as a guy from F3-3. Or not, cuz the guy's so much of an asshole he actually thinks he's "popular". Now, I know what I am and what I'm not, but what I DO know is that hanging out with a group of guys in one end of the class gossiping and maligning others doesn't exactly classify as popular*.

*On a side note, who the hell invented popularity anyway?! Even so, who the hell EVER decides who's popular and who's not? It's like two total unknowns can make up a list of people to avoid and make fun of, everyone else would be too scared to be placed on the list and hang around those guys to not be on the list, thus making those two unknowns popular. Hey, it can happen. The social ladder in secondary school is what most people spend most of their time climbing, which is to say, is WASTING the time cuz everything would be gone come 4-5 years.

To continue, I remember saying in another post about the sec3 camp stating how I "bonded" with him then. Well, I now hate him all over again. Keep your friends close and your enemies closer^^. It all started like a week ago? I wouldn't lend him a red pen and he calls me a loner. There were so many ways in my head about how I could shut down what he just said, then I was just speechless.
First of all, I can't deny that what he just said was wrong. It was wrong and right in alot of ways. It was wrong because, Well, He just insulted someone for not lending a red pen! That kinda makes my top ten for most retarded things I have ever heard. Number 5 is "And while I'm dreaming, I'd want a pony." Not saying who said that, and imagine what number one is like=p. Again, it was wrong because well, it's not as if he can't get his OWN red pen. It's like he's too god damned retarded to go to the bookshop and ask for a red pen. I ALMOST wanted to say slowly in his face" Dude...... GET YOUR OWN FRIKKIN PEN." Pissed off on the inside about him calling me a loner.
Second of all, he was right... in a way. I don't exactly hang out with my friends after school, which he does constantly, and judging by the people he hang out with, sucking up to them=P. When it's free period, I don't exactly get a chair and talk with my friends, well sometimes I do, but I prefer listening to music and pretend I'm an emo kid=P. Even so, at least I know I have friends who acknowledge me and likes to be with me, instead of hanging out in a corner maligning all the guys whom you look down upon. He's not even that big to begin with. Every free period, Richard would grab a chair and make alot of noise if the substitute teacher isn't that fierce. You can bet he's not talking about ponies and unicorns that bake cookies. He's probably talking about lots of perverted stuff and insulting people behind their backs. It's in his character.* When I put deeper thought in it, yeah, the way I was acting made me a loner.

*Hate to put it this way, but he's a suck-up dog. I remember one time, when someone with a pai kia status in the school insulted him, he practically sucked up to him. Like, he bullies the "weak" and aligns himself with the strong. He got into deep trouble when teachers found out he was bullying my friends during my sec2 year, which his aunt of a teacher dug him out of.

Another time, during bio lesson, he told me to change my seat with him cuz he wanted to hang with his friends. Firstly, I had already got comfortable from where I was sitting, and I had a pretty good view of what the teacher was teaching. Secondly, hell would rise up if I ever gave him a chance to mess the class up. Note that he TOLD me, he didn't ask. So I said no, and he called me a guai lan. Gonna change the format abit now.

Richard: Hey change seat with me, I want to tok to them.
Me: Um.. No. I got comfortable already.
Richard: Wah Lau. You very guai Lan leh.
Me: *Abit pissed* So, what? If I don't do what you want, that makes me a guai lan?
Richard: Yah lah guai lan.
Me: *Smiling now* So whoever doesn't do what you want makes them guai lan?
Richard: Yah lah.
Me:*Smiling from cheek to cheek* So by your immense logic, that would make your MOTHER a guai lan.(I emphasized on the mother part, and said really slowly, cuz these kind of insults are once in a life time. I am ready for the debates=p.)

What came out of his mouth then was nonsensical blabber that are totally irrelevant to what he just said. Which I am ranting about him now because of how big an asshole he is.
Let me elaborate:
He's a total suck up.
He picks on the so called "weak", who are usually my friends.
He's VERY shallow, a character flaw which I loathe to an EXTREME.
He talks behind other people's back, never daring to say in their face. Or he talks behind their backs at someone, in their face.
He's a coward.
He stalls up classtime.
Whenever he gets in trouble, his aunt is there to rescue him. Extremly pissed at this.
One time, he got my ball confiscated by kicking it around after taking it without my knowledge. Had a bad day then, I really wanted to beat him up. He also took THREE weeks to pay $5, of which was reduced from $10.
He even use his own friends as scapegoats. One time, when he climbed out onto the parapet as a childish prank, he obviously got caught and he tried to get his friends in trouble with him. He figured, the punishment would be less if there were more people. HE WAS THE ONE WHO DID IT AND HE TRIED TO GET HIS "FRIENDS" IN TROUBLE EVEN THOUGHT THEY HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT?
He's a rat. A tattletale. Whatever happened to class spirit? All for one and one for All?

This is just some of it. He has too many character flaws to name. Some may disagree, but I want those some to see it another way. See it as an outsider not a friend. You would then see how big of an asshole he is. He's such big of an asshole, that he deserves a blog post ranting about how big of an asshole he is. Whenever he talks to me, he wants something. It's never the norm. I hate him so much, that I'd kill myself if someone ever falls in love with him. I don't see how it's possible for a person for him. Cruel, but yeah. He's just that big of an asshole. Sometimes I wonder if her has a conscience.

One day, the assholes of the world would gather, and make a 300foot statue in his honour.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
11:35 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007

UNKNOWN

My life is like a boat

on an open sea of

commitment, dreams and friends.
But because of said unknown,

it is like an empty hollow shell,

abandoned by its host.

Once again.

It is now an empty, hollow shell,

floating on an open sea of

commitment, dreams and friends.

Just floating with no destination nor aim,

but awaiting what the journey would bring me.

Just waiting.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:11 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

MId year.

So my mid year results are out. Here they are.

1st term/2nd term/Overall mark/Combined Grade

English - 58.9 / 59.7 / 59.4 / C5

Chinese - 53.4 / 49.2 / 50.8 / C6

A.Maths- 74.3 / 20.0 / 40.4 / E8

E.Maths- 58.9/ 70.0 / 65.8 / B3

Biology - 66.6/ 62.5 / 64.0 / B4

Science - 67.3/ 75.0 / 72.1 / A2

(Phy,Chem)

Humanities-60.5/ 58.0 / 58.9 / C5

(SS,GEO)

Total: 411.4/700

Percentage: 58.8

L1R4: 19 / L1R5: 25

Comments: Keith is a pleasant and cheerful student. At times, he participates actively during lessons. Howener, he is often tired and if he learns to be more focused, he will achieve better results.

So these are my results. I am troubled over my 1st term biology mark, those "special" three digits. imporved my Emaths and science, so thats good. The rest pretty much stayed the same cept Amaths which I messed up. Overall, failed but one, so thats good. REALLY believed could've done better though. maybe average a B4? Lol third straight year which says in my comments: "often tired" or just blatantly says I sleep in class. Eh. Two more exams, BUCK UP EVERYONE.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:02 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

HAPPY DRUG.

LAWLSROFLMAO. BASKETBALL IS MY HAPPY DRUG. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

Let me elaborate. Was kinda pissed at someone when I woke up this morning, but went to school today for the triple seven thing and basketball, I got damn high and played well. The anger seemed to just implode inside of me. It no longer exists. I like the indoor sports hall. Nice atmosphere for any sport. Could use a cleaning though, which the volleyballers are planning. Anyone wants to join us^_^?
the triple seven thing was... unusually small. The band performances were just amazing though. They had the opportunity at this at a younger age. Thanks to it, I'm thinking about making a list about what I want to achieve at this school(coming soon). I play the drums=D. As each band played, I looked into each drummer and to a few, thought to myself"Hey, I could do that", "He's playing too loud." For some, I was in total awe. Went to 108 play more bball after that. LAWL, we videotaped each of our own shooting to see what was wrong. Really had fun today, even though I sprained my index finger=p.

There was a volleyball match against ang mo kio yesterday. We lost=p. Can't say much, cept we didn;t focus much, and I say this as a BENCHWARMER=P ^_^". There wasn't even a bench lol. e organized the match on a totally wrong day, MEET THE PARENTS. Sounds like a totally stupid dating show=p. When ang mo kio came, he wasn't even there, so thanks to the activity said mentioned, many didnt show up and alot of things weren't prepared. Have to say, the sec1s faced alot more pressure than us. Many girls were watching them, a few of which I know some of the sec1s have a crush on=p. So, as I said, with every action there is a reaction. We got reprimanded by the coach. Yesterday was too early for my promise/oath/goal to effect. Can't expect much from what, two weeks of training? But still, today I got a glimpse of how low my standard was compared to the other guys. One guy not so much taller than me(I'm the shortest... lol) was a free spiker. His 170 to my 162 is understandable. But its not really that much and I THINK I jump higher than him by ABIT, so I feel abit "bu gan xin" to this. People say that weights on your legs will stunt my growth, but that compared to be able jump higher NOW( empahsize on the now, or the present), I prefer the latter. Thinking about buying a real skipping rope, not the ones with the plastice casing that kids play with, those hurt. Anyone know where I can get one? Inform me ASAP thanks. But I know my place in the team, so I will train harder at the only thing I can do. Sadly or perfectly, it's not as glamorous at any other positon on the team, but I will tell the world this: I am short, but that will not stop me from excelling at what I can only do. Notice the difference between "At what only I can do", and "At what I can only do". Kinda sad, but damn to that. Somehow, going to volleyball or even basketball most of the time makes me die a little bit inside, but only the fact that I hate being wrong or being told that I can't do this or that overcomes me from quitting any of that. Blessing or curse, I will never know until at the end of my life. Basketball is a big man's sport I get that, which is why I play it to want to prove everyone wrong. Little did I know when I joined, height is just an important factor in volleyball as it is in basketball. So what can I do besides proving everyone wrong?^_^ =D

"The advantage of being tiny:

Like a blade of grass looking up at a tree,

Like a stream looking out on the ocean,

like a light in a village hut looking up

at the stars in the sky;

Because being tiny,

I can see what is great."

Anon.

PS: I will post my list of things i want to do before leaving this school and result slip soon=p.

PSS: I wanted to end this post on a really nice, dramatic, poetic note, but guess my PS(s) ruined that, huh?

PSSS: the letter 's' is kinda nice to type. SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

PSSSS: Hungry now. Eating cookie.

[Keith wrote this, thanks for reading! =D]Y,
10:24 PM